BackandForth

Hopeful.

Happiness.

Love.

Relationships.

Friendship.

Simplicity.

Belonging.

Drive.

Willingness.

Support.

All these things have diminished. Without them, I am left alone.

Alone.

Despair.

Deserted.

Depressed.

Hopeless.

Fearful.

Scared.

Stressed.

Are what I'm left with.
And I can't take it anymore.
Someone needs to help me.
Someone needs to pull me out of this rut.
I can't do it myself, I've been trying for oh so long.
It sounds like I'm pleading, begging if you will.
But I don't know what else to do.
I'm out of ideas, out of hope.